My heart hurts....

Today my heart hurts.  Driving in to work this morning I heard an ad on the radio for a local medical office that helps with fertility issues.  It got me thinking where we were last year at this time.  We are coming  up on a year since IVF.  It doesn't seem like that long ago.  My brain started to go off in another direction and think of what we could have done differently.  My heart just hurts this morning.