Of course

I ran to Target yesterday morning.  And of course around noon...I really wish I could figure out what the fuck my body is doing.  A year or two ago I would have been really upset and  probably would have put me in a sad mood for awhile.  Now it's like it's just status quo.  It seems to not even phase me anymore.  We are coming up on the 3 year anniversary of trying.  Who would have thought that in 3 years we'd have nothing to show for it.  Well...I have weight gain to show for it thanks to hormones.  

I think it's time to seriously think about adopting.  I'm not even sure how we get started on that.  We shall see.

4 Days

That's how late I am.  Four days.  I figured AF would come this weekend, nothing.  Still nothing this morning.  I ran to Target a little while ago and tested, BFN.  I've generally been pretty consistent with my cycles.  There have only been a few times recently where my cycle has been wonky.  When that happened though AF came a week early.  I haven't told J yet.  I don't want him to get excited for nothing.  I'll give it a couple more days and if I still don't have AF I'll call the doctor to do bloodwork.  I was talking to a friend earlier today and we both agree that this sucks.  Not knowing whats going on with your body or having any control over you body sucks.  Plain and simple. 

We did have a super fun weekend.  It was J's birthday on Friday and I planned a weekend of fun and adventures. I should have also planned to take Monday off to recover from said fun and adventures.  Friday we went to NW Trek and did the zip line adventure course.  Wow was that tough! I was pretty proud of myself for getting through it.  I had to climb a 30 foot rock wall to start.  It was crazy!