Thanks Amazon

I really shouldn't be mad at them, but I am.  I wish, just this once, that they would have lost my order.  Last Thursday I ordered a book I had put on my "wish list" for almost 2 years.  "What to expect when your wife is expanding."  I was going to give it to J as a surprise.  I got it in the mail yesterday. I knew exactly what it was when I saw the envelope.  It stung, I'm not going to lie.  I told J what it was and put it in the office.  He's still being super positive but I'm not there yet.  I cried a little last night.  It just sucks.  And we will never have any answers of why it happened.  I don't know what we could have done differently to get a different result.